I’ve been in love with you for so long now, 8 months, for so long that now it’s beginning to really hurt me. You’ll never love me the way I love you, ever. It’s really hurting to the point that I have to be with you, have your attention, or talk to you for the pain to go away. It hurts because I can’t have you, my love is unreturned, you’d never give me the time of day if you ever found out and because I can’t ever get you off my mind I’m finding myself making wishes and getting my hopes up just to recieve a smile from you. Do you know how long 8 months can be for a person as lonely as me in love with someone who can’t love me back? It’s hurting now the most though and I’m beginning to take stupid risks and do stupid things for you. But it’s now that I’m trying to erase these feeling for you before I do something so stupid that I’ll end up hurting badly. I’m so attuned to you, you seem to be such a part of me that now even considering not loving you like this hurts. You’re in my thoughts all the time…. you’re in my dreams with me doing the things I wish we could do together as I sleep… and you’re there physically most days of my life talking to me….. You’re no good for me but you’re the only one that I see.

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